I feel absolutely fucking useless in math. I struggle with basic multiplication, let alone bigger math, I'm 19, I should be able to do basic math and yet I have to whip out my calculator like a fucking idiot just to do it, I'm in highschool, I'm a Junior, and yet I feel like I've learned absolutely nothing. I don't know if it's the pandemic that fucked me over or just the school system, I'm just...tired, you know? I have good grades, I pass my tests, and yet I still feel I've learned absolutely nothing. I'm autistic so it makes it feel even harder.